The madman's objurgation
—dedicated to Andrew Joseph Grimes
Rags of cloud in three
Layers of skin,
And between the bed sheets—my world.
Sunset and stone-spelt castle planted
By the beach—the
Blackest day-drift waste of day—
My life a breath away. I sat
By the desk and windows, as
The walls decayed—as I scratched through
Feeble words. My lover never went—
And never came—to this bleached album
Of self-deceit: a small apartment of
Retreat. I shall have my eyes
Ever closed to dream another
Wonderland, where I burn every summer hours
Tick-tick-tock, ad libitum. Grievance!
At the month of May (and
All the flowers carried the curse my way).
Dale Chou
2003-05-24